Unrequited Love?


It's the 19th once again):
I have made numerous promises to friends that after today ,
i won't talk about him anymore.
Could i really do it ? I will try & i hope i won't disappoint you people.
Our Memories.
http://the-blackroses.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html
http://the-blackroses.blogspot.com/2007_10_01_archive.html

Reminisce on our past.
01 sept 07.The very first time that we meet up with jiaying.
02 -07 sept 07 .Late night chatting everyday & meet ups for lunch.
08 sept 07. The first time where i sit your bike, you put on the helmet for me &remember me blaming you for all the mosquitoe bites .
09 sept 07. You confessed your Love.
10 sept 07 . The first time where we actually went for a movie at suntec & you walk me home.
11-15 sept 07.We met up for lunch/dinner & chatted on the phone everynight.
16 sept 07.Another cemetery trip with you .
19 sept 07. Finally the day that we got sweetly attached[: It was supposed to be october , but somehow we push forward the date.
19th September 07 to 3rd november 07
Those memories we shared , i made a promise that i won't forget it .
Those moments we once have are fantastic.
You make me wanna love again , but sweet things always come to an end.
Blame it on me for not knowing you well enough , not understanding you .
That's why it ended so soon ?
Even though it's only 1 month & 15 days , it still meant alot to me .
You teach me new things in life . If i ever got a chance ,
I will want to turn back time & prove to you how much i did love you .
4th november 07 to 28th december 07
These days are torturing , especially the first few weeks .
It's so hard to stop myself from thinking about you,me,us.
Even though i know it's over, but it's still hard to accept the fact .
Keeping myself busy everyday to stop myself from missing you again.
& When i finally gonna get over it , you came back into my life.
Remembering on the 28th dec 07 , i was sitting along the beach thinking of you .
& you msg me , i was surprise & at the same time overjoyed.
29th december 07 to 9th janaury 08
Baby , I Still Love You.
This period of time , it's limited .
It's only 11 days & i'm so over you again .
Meeting up almost everyday within this period of time .
You tell me you love me & i believe you.
But i doesn't last for as long as i expected , we got a tiff along the way.
& that's it . Its over once again.
We didn't contact for a good 7 days .
& these few days i have been thinking if it's worth it .
Friends want me to stop thinking of him & concentrate on my studies .
Yar , i agree totally , But it's never easy to say goodbye):
How i wish i could forget everything when i'm awake from my sleep.

19th Janaury 2008
我会放棄愛你,
你要幸福.

Have you deleted our pictures in your phone which i last seen on 5th january?
I hope you hasn't because those pictures are still kept in my phone.


Your's & Mine.

My Pm: It's 19th once again , will you remember those time we once shared?
His pm: I will remember .


I have never regretted knowing you , neither did i regret being with you.
Takecare my boy .

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