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Miss Independent.

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JACQUELINE;吴欣慧❤
25.12.1991
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I AM WHO I AM
Don't Tease me,if you can't Please me
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My true self surfaces,when there's trust.
I yearn for what i don't have
and tends not to treasure what i have.
I never fail to laugh everyday,
because of fabulous friends around me
If you think by hating me would makes you comely,it wont.
& i loathe pretentious people.
Scram if you don't like me,
because i won't like you either.

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    Friday, February 29, 2008

    Fatal seduction.

    It's 29/02/08 . Every 4 years , there will be this day.
    & people born on this day are counted as unlucky ?
    Anyway ,MORNING READERS![:
    I skip school today because i overslept even though i went to bed quite early last night.
    What makes me overslept is because i didn't turn on my alarm clock-.-
    Thus , i didn't go to school , going to take mc later either with joe ee or josephine.
    Have a tiff with baby last night due to some misunderstandings , but we got over it already[:
    & i'm going to stay at home and rot this morning .
    Nobody is awakes yet ,other than my schoolmates , grrrrs!
    If joe ee manage to wake up before 11am , we will go k-lunch , if not i'm only meeting her in the afternoon for movie i guess[:
    I don't have anything to blog now , so update again tmr .
    &&& i definitely miss my tagboard , but baby say i shan't put it back for the time being :/
    So no choice uhs! I can't wait till 11 march!:D
    BYE PEOPLE ,WAVEHANDS!

    PS: I Photobucket my boyfriend.


    'Always your baby 9:25:00 AM


    Thursday, February 28, 2008

    True beauties are hindered by awful flaws.

    I'm feeling so unwell now , guess i'm falling ill soon:/
    I'm down with a flu & sorethroat now):
    Lessons today are great i should say,
    Have a good time laughing in several classes.
    & my schoolmates are making a great fuss out of the mark on my neck.-.-''
    They keep helping me to promote about the mark on my neck , how great my classmates are yar , especially saddam luhs! Laughs.
    They got nothing better to do alright-.-
    Socialstudies is always so interesting!:DD I love this subject luhs!
    Meet baby for awhile ata round 5pm before i left for dinner with family .
    But i didn't had any dinner because i'm not hungry .
    Heading for bed soon as i aren't feeling well . nights to all[:


    'Always your baby 9:40:00 PM


    Wednesday, February 27, 2008

    Way back into love.

    I'm just home from work , feeling totally beat up now:/
    It's not from the working , but from the boredom that i'm facing during work.
    But it's still easy money , i just sat there writing names for 30mins & spent the rest of the time
    chatting with joe ee and listening to the seminar being held at the ballroom.
    & just doing those stuffs i got 9 bucks for an hour which i work for 4 hours. hahs[:
    Easy money isnt it ?!:D
    School today was just fine & i got ''wonderful'' results for my combined science -.-''
    Chemistry: 11/40 , Physics:6.5/30 . How ''wonderful'' my results are yar .
    I got to motivate myself to study harder because it's an important year for me .
    Nownow , Jacqueline ,please buck up![: Self-motivation still do the trick.
    Have PE lessons today and i can say it's one of the worst pe lesson i ever have..
    Was suppose to jump high-jump and for me being an athlete i didn't even dare to jump.
    How disgracful uhs , was kind of disappointed in myself:/
    It's only due to my classmates cheering and i only dare to try overcoming that fear.
    Reach home at 2pm , baby ask me to meet him for lunch.
    So i went over to his place to meet him at 3pm & i found him still sleeping-.-
    & i got a snapshot of him sleeping=X , laughs . i manage to disturb him till he finally wake up at 4pm , in the end , we didn't eat lunch .
    I ended up eating tibits & nuggets at his place. I finished up the last nugget and ivan give me that type of face , laughs , no words to describe.
    Intended to leave baby's place at 5.30pm & because of him delaying the time ,
    we only manage to reach the bus-stop at 5.45pm ,baby accompany me to wait for the bus .
    & i left to cityhall to meet joe ee for work.
    Alright , baby just give me a call & i'm heading for bed now before i couldn't wake up on time for school tomorrow(:
    &ohya , it's past 12am now , so it's my brother birthday.
    HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!:DD
    Nights to all[:


    'Always your baby 12:30:00 AM


    Tuesday, February 26, 2008

    Only love.

    Currently on the phone with my dearest baby[:
    He just send me home and is on the way to lot 1 meeting his friends.
    He's going to pub again uhs & i'm allowing him to go:D
    Because way months back , he already told me before that his life is all about night-outings.
    & i got to accept it and i will , but i told him he got to have a limit because he have a girlfriend now & he promise to have a limit[:
    School today was just fine , learnt new chapter for maths , it kinda easy ?(:
    I'm starting my maths tuition next thursday:/
    After school was at home waiting for yvonne to reach home & baby was supposed to accompany me to blk 417 to take my textbook , just a few blocks away from his place-.-''.
    But in the end , i ask him to meet me at his place as he ask if i wanna have dinner at his place.
    So i meet yvonne , went 302 for a bowl of fishball soup & yvonne ate fishball noodle.
    After that , i left for baby's place & yvonne went home.
    By coincidence met liling and ivan at the lift & we went up together .
    Ivan & baby went watching the show 881 while i finished up my school work & liling's using the computer[: Both Ivan & liling went off for their movie at around 6/6.30 i suppose?
    So i watched finish 881 with baby & have dinner with baby & his mum[:
    His mum really a joker as well , laughs & his mum offered me a white clutch ,
    but i didn't accept it even though it's kind of nice:D
    Ivan & Liling came back at around 9plus ? & i left baby's place at 11.10pm .
    Was bickering with baby throughout , he's not allowing me to go zouk on the 11th.
    & he keep claiming that i have fishball cheeks ,laughs .
    Anyway aren't meeting baby tomorrow but meeting joe ee shyshy girl instead[:
    Nights readers![:

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    'Always your baby 12:06:00 AM


    Monday, February 25, 2008

    Withyou.
    I proudly annouced Isaac' ZhangWM is my boyfriend[:
    After so much stuffs that happen within this 3 months , we finally get back together.
    Like i say , what's mine shall always be mine:D
    Those ups & downs that i faced , those tears that i shed .
    Those heartaches that i suffered , those lies that i was told.
    Now, I shall leave the past behind and live my present life to the fullest.
    & apparenly , he's still the first guy that i'm willing to wait for such a long time.
    He's still the first guy where i'm willing to put in so much in a relationship.
    He's still the first guy where i'm willing to love wholeheartedly .
    & I will cherish what i'm having now[:
    Baby , i promise you my love will last.

    To my dear girls , this choice i made it myself & i won't regret, so you girls got to understand that i really did love him ,eventhough after so much things that happen ,i still choose to trust him.
    Maybe i'm too stubborn or something ? But i still hope that you girls will understand[:
    & i really need that paritcular someone to understand ![:
    MEET ME UP SOON GIRLS,
    AMARYLLIS, SHUANA(:

    & I'm deleting my tagboard for good .
    In order to prevent more commotions or troubles coming up.
    Nownow , Say goodbye to my tagboard[:


    'Always your baby 2:47:00 PM


    Sunday, February 24, 2008

    Saturday's pictures
    Jacqueline & joe ee[:

    Jacqueline & yijing[:

    MEMEME & ME:DD




    Random shots.

    Joe ee's drawings[:

    Friday's pictures.
    Outing with joe ee shyshy girl:D


    Our appetizer , mine's , joe ee's

    Maincourse & dessert.

    OVERDUED PICTURES.
    Jacqueline & Jerrold.


    At boatquay[:
    At baby's place ,weikeong's place.
    COOL[:


    'Always your baby 10:20:00 PM



    Love like we never before.

    Heyhey readers , haven been updating for like 3 days?
    SO here i am blogging for the past 3 days , so lets start from friday[:
    FRIDAY
    Finally a day out with joe ee shyshy girl![:
    She have offday ,so i went meeting her at around 3plus ?
    I suggested to take a cab down ,so joe ee took a cab from her place
    & came to jp to fetch me.
    Down we go to vivo , brought the tickets for our movie ,''kungfu dunk'' .
    & it's really nice of her to accompany me to watch that movie
    because she had seen it already and she's watching another time for my sake ,
    HAHAHAS ,Love her to the maximum alrights!
    The show ended at around 7pm , & we went window shopping looking for food[:
    & we ended up at swensen , eating fish & chip and banana split,ate till around the time of 9pm.
    Was suppose to meet baby at farm-mart but he isn't going down so early .
    So joe ee & me went to board the cab again down to farm-mart to fetch weiqi[:
    & weiqi have pierce her naval piercing luhs & she promise to bring me go:D
    After fetching weiqi from her workplace ,we headed down to yewtee , 673 foodfare .
    Weiqi have her late dinner there & after her dinner . they send me to the lift .
    I went up to weikeong's place while weiqi & joe ee cab home.
    Meet baby there , wasn't in a very great mood so didn't talk much with him .
    Peipei , ziying,chongwei were there too , slack for like 30 mins .
    & we left , weizhong came to fetch us to clementi , intended to go to partyworld ,
    but we ended up in kbox instead . I didn't sing any song luhs , so baby claims that i went there to drink water only ,laughs , whatever![: Xiaoben arrive at a later time.
    K-box ended at 3am , weizhong send us all home , headed to baby's place because he claims that he's too tired , i didn't bathe this time but change into baby's shirt luhs .
    So oversized as well , laughs , like wear dress like that-.-
    Fall asleep right after i headed for bed , was waken by
    winnie's call,chongwei's,yanyi's,weizhong's at around 12.30pm.

    SATURDAY
    Baby went to bath & stuff to prepare for his lion dance & i'm still in sleeping mood okays.
    laughs , have a few bites of food at baby's place as baby's dad did cook lunch for us.
    Chongwei arrive , we left baby's place ,
    they went for lion dance while i went meeting winnie[:
    It like 1.30pm at that time , she came over to my place , waited for me to prepare & stuffs.
    & i'm only ready at 4pm ,laugh=X , i'm so slow right?
    We headed to lot 1 kfc for our lunch , 2 piece chicken meal is still love!:D
    & took bus 925 ? to woodland actually , but we ended up alighting at kranji beach.
    Shuana call & ask if i'm okay anot going to kranji beach , & i told her i went there to enjoy the sea breeze , laugh=X , I know it sound abit funny , but the view there is real pretty[:
    Left ata round 6.30pm , bus back to cck , winnie went home while i train down to buqis .
    Meet yijing and joe ee, slack at joe ee's shop & joe ee intro me to a job this wednesday ,
    & it's 9 bucks per hour just doing admin stuffs & i'm taking up her offer:D
    She end work at 10pm & i spot a really nice maroon polo tee which i will buy this coming weekend[: Headed back to jurong with yijing,joe ee , haihui & kerbe.
    Cab down to arena for pool , slack & crap around , finally went home at 5am ?
    &ohya, winnie gave me a eeyore ! thanks lots[: &&& i MISS baby!:/

    SUNDAY
    I didn't went to sleep until 11am this morning-.-
    Lame uhs , was using the net & doing other stuffs .
    & baby woke up at 12pm, only manage to reply a few of his msg
    & i guess i went into dreamland already. Baby text me again informing me that he's going to weikeong there to work . & i was slightly awake at that time already.
    Went back to sleep after replying & was waken by my dad at 6.15pm ,still not enough sleep!:/
    Went prepare & headed to yewtee 673 foodfare for dinner .
    Randomly got a few glances of baby , laughs , reach home at 7.15pm
    & went studying for my common test the next day till like 9pm & here i am blogging[:
    School tomorrow again & it's gonna be monday blues...
    Nights to all readers[:


    'Always your baby 9:44:00 PM


    Thursday, February 21, 2008

    Big girls don't cry.


    Couldn't get to sleep last night & received isaac msg asking if i'm asleep at 1.30am .
    So replied & he called me [:
    & Was kind of getting nag by him ? laughs. Over certain stuffs .
    But who will be able to take it when you,yourself got insulted by someone whom you doesn't even know . Who can forgive & forget so easily ?laughs .
    Nevermind , but i will take his advice , that a promise i made to him:D
    Nownow , a few weeks back , on the day i reached singapore , i already found out things .
    But i still act as if nothing have happen & even meet up the next day.
    I still choose to remain quiet,because i doesn't have any rights to control his personal life.
    But on valentine's day that night , he apologise to me for every wrong doings he did with whoever , & i'm ready to forgive him.
    Because how long can a fling last ? so just wake the fucking idea.
    What's mine will always be mine[:
    I'm not being sacarstic here , so readers please don't get the wrong idea.
    Anyway ,whoever that doesn't even know me , please don't judge me[:
    Because i didn't go around judging you as well.
    & i don't act innocent , i born with such innocent features.
    I didn't want it either , so please don't blame me[:
    I have some doubts too , will a MATURE person make such a fuss over such little flings?
    Will a MATURE person go around insulting people ?
    Will a MATURE person go around calling people dog? LMAO.
    If a mature person will do that , then i must be real childish[:
    & to the passerby out there , please don't get yourself involve , because you won't know what somebody can do behind the whole world's back just to get someone back[:
    Alright , nothing much to post anymore[:
    Bye readers ! & i fail my socialstudies common test luhs:/
    I need to put in more effort in my studies already.
    & last thing ,Of course everyone can see who have the qualities here .
    Comparing academic wise ,brighter future ,personalilty & definitely features[:

    I just reach home , accompany my dearest to his lion dance just now .
    Before heading to 216 for dinner with his liondance member.
    Keep kanna disturb luhs, irritating :/
    Went over to his place , his mum & i keep nagging him to go for his bath .
    After his bath , he sent me home & i'm heading for bed now[:
    P.s:You say you will cherish me & i appreciate that.


    'Always your baby 1:31:00 AM


    Wednesday, February 20, 2008

    Promises are meant to be kept.

    Hello readers , it's been 2 days since i last update my blog uhs,
    Was kinda busy recently , so didn't have the time to blog.
    Yesterday was 19th feb 08' , and i meet up with isaac[:
    For dinner at weikeong's working place , before going up to weikeong place to slack .
    Accompany isaac to farm-mart before he sent me home , chatted with him on the phone before heading for bed[:
    The promise you made , you better keep it.
    Today school was just fine , didnt go for the POA again because waited for teacher for 1/2 an hour but she didn't come , so i went off .
    & Isaac came to fetch me from school:D , how nice of him uhs. I appreciate it.
    Went 302 for lunch before he sent me home & i bath and stuffs , went over to his place to meet him again[: , weikeong & ziying came at 5.30pm , which i left at 6pm & headed to buqis .
    Meet joe ee there & randomly visited yijing[:
    Took cab with joe ee back to my place , meet yvonne as well .
    Isaac,weikeong & ziying arrive at my place after awhile & we all settle down for steamboat[:
    At around 9plus , weikeong & ziying left first ,
    as they are going back home for steamboat as well.
    Then yvonne & joe ee went to the living room
    & isaac contiune eating with me accompany him.
    Laughs , after that we all went downstairs ,with my brother as well .
    & isaac and joe ee keep disturb him okay , will influence his mindset one luhs !
    After that yvonne & my brother went up first .
    Then joe ee , isaac & me walked to the nearest petrol station as isaac wanted to drink.
    Joe ee cab home after that , so left with isaac & me ,we stroll back and went to the park
    for a sit,chatted till like 10.30pm before heading back to my place[:
    He did talk to my mum for abit ,laughs & he just left my place at 11.45pm.
    Okays ,nothing much to blog . Goodnights to all ![:

    DOG CALLING PEOPLE DOG.
    & PLEASE DON'T TRY TO POUR COLDWATER BETWEEN US.
    SO WHAT IF I'M STILL YOUNG , I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON THAT WILL GO AROUND HONG-ING WHEN MY BF ISN'T WITH ME, I CAN REASSURE THAT[:


    'Always your baby 12:03:00 AM


    Sunday, February 17, 2008

    Some Thailand overdued pictures.
    The dress i love[:


    My mum & i , tiger cute uhs[: it's real!


    See me fly![:


    'Always your baby 10:47:00 PM



    Lost without you.

    Hey readers , it's sunday morning now & i'm just home from isaac's place.
    Shall start blogging from thursday , as i couldn't find the time to update my blog recently .
    Guess next week , things won't be so pack up already[:
    Thursday
    HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.
    It's kind of a enjoyable & memorable day for me[:
    Since secondary school-life , i spent all my valentine's day with bfs.
    But sad to say ,not this year:/. Instead i spent it with my previous bf , isaac[:
    Waited for him to end his liondance , before heading to his place.
    & he prepared slower than a girl luhs=X
    We only managed to catch the train at 8pm , which he took like 1&1/2 hour to prepare.
    Rush down to suntec city , was supposed to head down to buqis first ,
    but we were rushing to catch the 9.30pm show so we changed plans .
    Watch the show ''ahlong'' , it's hilarious luhs[: .3.5/5 stars
    After the show , he suggested to go to esplanade , so we stroll there.
    & sit along the river/sea for like 1/2 an hour ? Before we walk to boatquay.
    Randomly i saw JJ ,laughs , such a coincidence uhs.
    Isaac wanted to drink , but i insisted not to ,as schooling the next day .
    Therefore, we cab home[: reach home at around 2am.
    Went prepared for bed & isaac called me , chatted with him till like 3.15am & fall asleep straight after hanging up the phone.:D
    P.S:I pray that everything you told me wasn't a dream.

    Friday
    Keep falling asleep in school, damn tired alright , due to my limited sleep of 2 hours only:/
    Joe ee called me , asked me to accompany her to NUH , didn't meet her on valentine's day to pass her , her valentine gift ,so i meet her today instead.
    Meet manjing & her at je , alighted at dover & took shuttle bus to NUH .
    Only managed to leave there at 5.30pm.
    Joe ee went home ,while manjing & i headed to pasir ris , for jerrold's chalet.
    Somehow i think i miss out all the fun ? Laughs , because while they were drinking,
    i'm already asleep=X as i was really so damn tired. But i keep waking up through the night,
    All thanks to KWONG MANJING , She was drunk uhs & keep laughing like nobody business ,
    the worst is that , she's sleeping beside me & she keep talking to herself .
    First time know that she can get drunk so easily. People there told me that she only drink 1 glass & she became like that . Her bf also drunk like her .But i'm really so tired that , i can't be bothered & contiune my sleeping till 10plus am in the morning.
    Ohya , i saw xiaoling & guigui at downtown east too[:

    Saturday
    Woke up at 10plus & headed to macdonald's with those who are awake.
    They had breakfast but i didn't have any. Isaac text me & wanted me to buy big breakfast for him, What a big bully uhs , but i'm lucky that i'm at pasir ris , so i didnt buy him breakfast=X
    Headed back to cck at around 12.45pm , reach home , change & went out again .
    Went lot 1 brought macdonald's & headed to isaac's place . We shared the nugget meal[:
    Liling was there too , using the computer[: , after that , isaac's relatives came .
    & liling & i watched show at crunchyroll while isaac & ivan went to entertain their relatives.
    After awhile . they came back in & we 4 watched the show together .
    & isaac's mum came to call us to eat , so we all went to eat & i ate a little becos i just finished my nugget meal=X .& i aren't hungry.
    Liling left at around late evening , 7plus ? Ivan send her home .
    While watching chingay with isaac & ivan at isaac's room , i randomly fall asleep .
    & was waken at 9.30pm , & isaac claims that i sleep till very ugly=X .Laughs.
    Isaac & me headed to lot 1 to meet jiaying & friends.
    Before cabbing down to boatquay , saw tuanyong & co there too[:
    JJ told me his at opp jet 1/jap 1 i forget, I took a peek but didn't saw him
    Didn't drink much so didn't vomit, but i nearly vomitted while playing game with weijie,weikeong & eugene. They trying to make me vomit i think ,laughs.
    But i know my face damn red ,At around 2plus , tuanyong & company came.
    & i was trying to get some sleep at one corner & randomly gabriel came over & pinch my cheek,
    Laughs , & i ask him where's my PE T-SHIRT. How random uhs , my PE t-shirt have been at his place since secondary 3 & i have yet to take it back =.=''
    He contiune pinching my cheeks so i pinched him back,laughs[:
    Later we all left at 4am , walked to another pub but didnt go in , liling left first.
    After that took 1 cab with ivan,isaac & chongwei .
    Headed to isaac's place , he wanted me to bath before sleeping , so he provided me with shirt & shorts , so oversized okays !:/ & he claims that i look so hip-hop.
    Straight fall asleep as i lie on the bed , was waken by his phone ringing,grrs .
    So wake him up & i managed to went back to sleep , but later chongwei came up to his place to wake him up for liondance at 8.30am , so left with no choice i have to wake up too.
    Later yanyi came up as well , so chongwei went off first , yanyi waited for isaac to prepare.
    i changed back to my own clothings & left with them , i went home while they went for lion dance, & here i am blogging ,still having a bit of hangover & i'm extremly hungry now ,
    Anyone come out for brunch ?
    Tonight , i'm heading to my grandma's place[:
    Byes peoples.



    'Always your baby 10:59:00 AM


    Wednesday, February 13, 2008

    Lonely Valentine

    Heyhey readers![: It's been sososo long since i came blogging.
    Finally i find time to blog tonight , My thailand trip was enjoyable(:
    But i'm too lazy to elaborate , so i shall just post pictures of my trip on friday?
    & let those pictures do the talking.
    I meet isaac on monday for dinner:D
    & I have an outing with jerrold on tuesday, which was yesterday[:
    He gave me a bouquet of teddybears ,how nice of him uhs.
    and that's my belated birthday, christmas & valentine day present:D
    How cool , three in one.=X , Nevermind ,got heart jiu can le[:
    Have an enjoyable day out with him & we wear till so alike okays.
    Both of us wear red collar top & black bottom, so once i reach buqis , i tio suan by joe ee ,
    for wearing couple-wear with him ,laughs=X
    We went marina square, billy bomber for our dinner & his treat .
    That's my birthday present as well[: THANKS!:DDD
    Anyway , his street smart! & it's a really fun day out with him(:
    & I'm just home from bukitbatok after a dinner with my relatives.
    I'm so lack of sleep recently as well , because i'm rushing to finish my book.
    Ahhas & Tomorrow is VALENTINE'S DAY[:
    Goodnights readers, all pictures shall be uploaded on friday.


    'Always your baby 11:05:00 PM


    Thursday, February 07, 2008

    Hellos readers![:
    Surprise to see me updating my blog right? laughs.
    Currently at thailand , hotel lobby using the net .
    It's a tiring day indeed , so shan't elaborate.
    But i love my hotel room okays ![:
    & i just got sveral mosquitoe bites & my leg is now so dam fcuking itchy:/
    & i definitely miss him badly already):
    Anyway people , you still can call/text me , because there's overseas line for my 9749.
    i don't think i will come online tmr again ? So nights to all.:D
    MISS ME PEOPLE , & I MISS MY GIRLS[:


    'Always your baby 11:48:00 PM


    Wednesday, February 06, 2008

    Love like we never love before.

    Yesterday school was alright , skip poa lesson=X
    Went home prepare & meet yijing.
    Have dinner at jp before heading down to buqis .
    Was window-shopping around to look out for belts but nothing caught my eyes.
    So went up to look for jennifer & joe ee after that .
    Meet isaac for awhile when he told me that he's at buqis too .
    Didn't talk much=X , laughs & he left .
    Joe ee ,yjing ,jennifer & me left buqis at 11.30pm
    & i suddenly realise that i didnt bring my housekey when i'm in the train=X
    How careless right , reach doorstep ,called home to try my luck ,
    if not i'm gonna sleep on the streets ,laughs.
    & luckily my mum manage to wake up & open the door for me ,
    but i got a bad scolding too , pack my cupboard & stuffs & only headed for bed at 3.30am?
    & i skip school today & receive a msg from mrlim that if no mc means suspension .
    LOLx, i didnt manage to get any lunch , but i ate chocolates .Going out soon at 3.00pm.
    & wont be blogging till monday ? As in wont be in singapore during CNY.
    Do miss me people!:DD BYES & ENJOY YOUR CNY.
    Pictures will be updated either tonight or next monday.

    I'm having moodswings again]:
    I'm trying to think positively , but somehow , sadness always fills me.
    I miss him so badly now & have this urge to see him .
    But sad to say , i can't:/
    Furthermore , i'm leaving tomorrow, who knows how much he will change when i'm away?
    My eyes are teary again ):
    Alrightalright , i shall take jerrold advice & think of tomorrow's exciting trip .
    So that i will feel better? i hope so.
    nights to all & friends out there , i will miss you people when i'm away!


    'Always your baby 11:47:00 PM


    Monday, February 04, 2008

    Time will heal everything.

    I didn't sleep well last night , or should i say i only have 2hours of sleep:/
    We have a tiff and i can say that it's really a terrible one):
    Eventhough we have resolve it , but somehow i still feel a little uneasy about it.
    & i'm starting to wake up , realising that it's really impossible between us ?
    Anyway , i'm the one who started it all , so i admit that it's my fault. D:
    I'm sorry.
    Really have a good cry last night ,proberly thats going to be the last time
    which i will cry over him .
    One moment, we were happily enjoying each other companion ,
    at the next moment , we were urging for each other to leave.
    I'm being too fickle-minded , too contradicting.
    I wanted you to keep a distance away from me yet i couldn't bear to let you go):
    So i still chose to let things remains as what it is recently.
    No more cold shoulder ; No more attitude.
    The promise we made, i hope you could keep it(:
    Why do you want me to think that you are bad ?
    Why do you tell me that it's not too late to realise that you are a bad guy ?
    Why do you tell me that you aren't a good guy ?
    Why do you tell me that there are many good guys out there ?
    Why do you tell me to go for them instead ?
    Why do you tell me all this when you still want me to love you?
    Why do you still tell me that i have change ?
    Why do you still tell me that i'm no longer the one you once know ?
    Why do you still want me to tell you that i miss you ?
    Why do you still want me to know that you actually care ?
    Those are going to be notable & meaningful memories(:


    'Always your baby 12:12:00 AM


    Sunday, February 03, 2008

    Love is selfish.

    Saturday.
    A shopping trip out with isaac.
    Meet him at around 2pm at his place & he claims that he wanted to sleep till 3pm.
    But he didn't in the end , he went preparing & left his place at around 3.30pm ?
    Since it was raining , we took bus to lot 1 & from lot 1 took bus 190 to town .
    It's drizzling at town too , went wisma first ,follow by isetan ,
    & we keep walking to & fro and the weather totally sucks okays .
    He finally brought a pair of shoe from zara & tops from topman[:
    Intended to watch movie , but didn't in the end & we were so fickle minded to where we shall have dinner . & we ended up back to lot 1 for dinner.LOL
    Went AJISEN for dinner , its yummy:D
    & went back to isaac's place at 9.30pm , slack till like 10.30pm .
    & we went to farm-mart , he have dunno what meeting ?LOL
    And i saw my primary schoolmates there ,leonard & lionel:D
    Slacked there till like 1.30am before isaac send me home ,
    I was seriously having moodswing at the point of time, isaac called me at around 2am.
    & we chatted for abit & headed for bed .
    Didn't really have a good sleep :/
    Sunday.
    Woke up at 1pm, meet isaac at 4pm .
    Accompany him to lot 1 to buy his stuffs & we brought yami yogurt[:
    It's so nice okay , walked back to his place at around 6pm .
    Slack till 8.30pm & we went 216 for dinner.
    Saw peiqi there ,laughs , finished at around 9.40pm .
    Isaac & his friend chongwei walk me home .
    & Now proberly i'm heading for bed soon .night peoples .
    Pictures tmr![:


    'Always your baby 10:40:00 PM


    Friday, February 01, 2008

    More than words can say.

    School ends early today at 12pm.[:
    So went off home , bath & stuffs .
    Waited for jiaying & shuana to be ready , before i went to cck control to meet them.
    They are slow okays=X , Shuana arrive first followed by jiaying .
    We went kopitiam for our lunch , after we finished our lunch , jiaqian finally arrive .
    So we all went back to my place to study , we study till like 7pm
    & i managed to finish all my homework[:
    After that we cab down to teckwhye ,blk157 for the funeral.
    Jiaying went in to pay respect , but for jiaqian,shuana & me , we didnt really step in.
    Slack around there ,at 9pm went to a coffee shop to grab some bites.
    After that went back there & slack till around 10.30pm.
    Before we 4 all went off ,jiaqian & shuana cab home .
    While jiaying & me took bus to cck , saw leslie there ,so chatted with him , while jiaying chatted with her friend . After that we went pasar malam to grab some bites as well .
    & went to isaac's block to wait for his return , which is at 11.35pm .
    We slack at his block , jiaying & isaac always have stuff to quarrel about ,
    & i'm always the one laughing . At around 12.40am , jiaying wanted to go off ,same for me .
    & Isaac walk me home[: At the same time carrying my backpack for me,
    How nice of him yar:D
    & i got scolded by him for not looking out for traffic before crossing the road=X
    But it's not my fault okay , its suppose to be that taxi driver fault.
    Nevermind , reach home bath & stuffs & now i'm heading for bed[:
    NIGHTS TO ALL , pictures tomorrow:DD


    'Always your baby 1:30:00 AM