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JACQUELINE;吴欣慧❤
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My true self surfaces,when there's trust.
I yearn for what i don't have
and tends not to treasure what i have.
I never fail to laugh everyday,
because of fabulous friends around me
If you think by hating me would makes you comely,it wont.
& i loathe pretentious people.
Scram if you don't like me,
because i won't like you either.

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    Monday, April 30, 2007

    April is totally an unlucky month for me ):
    First come relationship problem .
    Follow by friendship , josephine dont want to talk to me lahs ):
    & she cried in school today )':
    It upset me too .
    Sigh sigh sigh .
    When i reached home , my fone have lots of miss call ,
    & i received a sad news that my ''manager,john''
    passed away due to yesterday accident .
    Its so sudden yeas . ))):
    He's a really nice person & have a family to feed .
    God bless them .
    &&& i lost my ear piece lahs !
    and i dunno why , i become so sad over a ear piece .
    Probably when we lost something , its never easy to find it back again ):
    tsktsktsk .
    & i forgot that i have mt test today & oral exam as well .
    Am sososo unlucky this month !!! )):


    It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

    Reflections of the sweet times we once had ...


    'Always your baby 5:42:00 AM


    Sunday, April 29, 2007

    HELLOS
    I woke up at 12++ today .(:
    watch tv all the way till 4pm ,
    den prepare & went to the hospital with family .
    After that went grandma house ,
    & leave at around 8plus .
    Exams are around the corner, gonna mug hard .


    I still miss spending time with you .


    'Always your baby 6:59:00 AM


    Saturday, April 28, 2007

    The end ,
    I will let you go ! (:
    I only slept for 3hrs last night yeas ,
    sososo tired can .
    Woke up at 4am to prepare for run ,
    Run finished at around 8+ am ,
    went to tamp mall slack & window-shopped around .
    Mr chris sent me ,sean , jinheng & joseph to je .
    Train home , prepare & went out .
    Actually meeting him go out , but he say he meeting frens in the afternoon .
    so meet for dunno how many mins only & in the end he didnt went out .
    This will be the last time that i will ever meet him again .
    & i have learned my lesson , i would never ever love someone so deeply again .
    Meet xihong at dohby ghaut , lost my way dere & he came looking for me .
    Watch the movie ''retribution'' at The cathay .
    After that slack & talk .
    Meet wengkheun at cityhall at around 8pm , went marina square for dinner .
    He's good at making people laugh yeas .
    At least am feeling much better now :DD
    & dere's this auntie who is a pervert lahs ,
    She keep trying to lean on guys in the train , omg !
    so disgusting can ! =XX
    Post pictures some other time .
    GOODNIGHT TO ALL !
    & A GOODBYE FOREVER TO YOU.


    'Always your baby 12:15:00 AM


    Thursday, April 26, 2007

    Today earlier in the morning !
    something freak me out ! & it a bat yeas , in my house .
    Tsktsktsk .
    Went to bukitbatok for some lame workshop .
    & Its boring can ! =/
    FRIENDS FRIENDS !
    Don't you all worry about me , i will be fine soon i guess .
    GOODLUCK TO ALL FOR TMR PAPER !
    && I'm not going for work tmr .
    but i'm going for dance lesson instead ,
    I'm so fucking piss off with my parents .
    Nagging non-stop yeas.
    frowns*
    I miss my power training today =/
    so wasted lahs .
    sigh sigh sigh !
    &&& i miss kennardlim ):
    He is the first & will be the last guy that i'm willing to put in so much for .
    Takecare , my love .


    'Always your baby 9:06:00 PM


    Wednesday, April 25, 2007

    我很难过
    Sigh sigh sigh !
    I dont know what i should do now , can any kind soul tell me please ?
    I asked him a question & he replied '' i dunno ? don't think about all this ''
    when i asked him why, all he could replied was ''i dont want to hurt you once again ''
    ))))))))):
    Probably sometime to love is to let go ?
    Supposly there's 3 more days to our 3rd month . sigh . :'(
    And i guess , our love isnt strong enough ,
    because , it just simply seems so easy for him to let go .
    Sigh , am so pathetic .
    Kennardlim is no longer ,
    my dear, my boy, my dumb . :/
    && for now i really miss him badly ,
    i miss his everything !
    especially his huggs . =(((
    I'm gonna breakdown soon
    能不能再听一次你说爱我 ?


    Thanks vivien for the chocolate to cheer me up !
    I have been skipping meals & eating chocolates instead .


    'Always your baby 2:53:00 AM


    Tuesday, April 24, 2007

    I'm so depressed !
    Sigh , i still couldn't accept the reality that
    he left me .
    Are promises meant to be broken ?
    i guess so . :/
    He once promise that he will never leave ,
    but he still left me all alone here .
    Everynight was really a torture , crying myself to sleep ,since you left .
    & I'm so tired of going to school and act as if i'm really okay ,
    But the fact is i'm not okay at all ))):
    I bet i'm gonna flung my mid-year ,
    as i really can't concentrate on studies .
    I'm gonna keep myself busy this few days
    in order to stop myself from thinking too much .
    Probably , just like what michelle told me .
    i shouln't reminisce on the past too much
    I'm not happy at all since the day you left :/


    I got training today & we ran for 10km ,
    timing was , 1hr & 9 min . =/


    'Always your baby 8:45:00 PM


    Monday, April 23, 2007

    I'm sososo tired today ):
    Guess is lack of sleep from last night .
    I woke up in the middle of the night & couldnt get back to sleep .
    so i stay awake till morning .
    School is just sososo mundane today .
    & all i could think of is just him,him & him ):
    How i wish he never leave me .
    & i really took up alot of courage to look for him .
    This is my very first time , that i ever do such thing for a guy .
    & I do hope he will appreciate it .
    Takecare , my love .


    Thanks to all my friends who have been there for me & cheering me up !

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    'Always your baby 8:45:00 PM


    Sunday, April 22, 2007

    Its over now , everything is over .
    How nice can it be , next saturday will be our 3rd month .=/
    What i fear most had happened .
    & i'm partly to be blame ,sorry for what i had said .
    When i read his message , tears fill my eyes.
    & yes , i cried , i cried in the library .
    Its kinda embrassing yeas , sigh .
    Its hard to let go , but i can only just try ,
    try to admit that ,
    Boy ,you aren't mine anymore.
    :(((((
    Since ,he made this decision , i shall just accept it .
    & I shall pray hard that time heals all wounds .
    2 months & 25 days .
    GOODBYE MY LOVE :((
    & I WILL STILL BE LOVING YOU .


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    'Always your baby 9:05:00 PM


    Saturday, April 21, 2007

    I'm sososo sad & in a fucking low mood .
    Can anyone please cheer me up .
    :((((((((((((((


    'Always your baby 12:35:00 AM


    Friday, April 20, 2007

    Yvonne remembered my breakfast ! (:
    Maths test today was still alright ,
    After school went straight home .
    Bath & waited for time to past ,
    Dad fetch me to je & i waited for kennard & wisely .
    Eat lunch at je longjohn , jiaying called and tell me that she saw me
    & she came find me for a while with liling :DD
    After finish lunch , blahblahblahs .
    & they send me home .
    Intended to meet lulu & josephine , but dey going off le , so didnt went down .
    In a kinda low mood today ,
    So hope that i will enjoy myself tomorrow !
    Cya tomorrow josephine;mojojojo .
    BYES !


    People dies , beauty fades , love changes .


    'Always your baby 6:35:00 PM


    Thursday, April 19, 2007

    HELLOS PEOPLE !
    School is so mundane today !
    During english lesson , we learnt how to write an article , so difficult can .
    Having history & maths test tmr , tsktsktsk .
    After school , went home with yvonne .
    changed & went back to school for training .
    Mr chris late for 15 mins can !
    Training was sososo tough today .
    We all ran NTU lahs & its a 7km run .
    & i nearly die from it . =X
    Reach home at around 7.40pm ,
    ate my dinner & have just finished my homework .=)
    My manager from the pines just called me &
    am going back for work next friday !
    WEETS ! (:
    & OHYA , yvonne promise me breakfast tmr ! (:
    Hope she remember .
    Heading for bed soon !
    GOODNIGHTS PEOPLE !


    'Always your baby 7:07:00 AM


    Wednesday, April 18, 2007

    I'm super sad last night .):
    Shall not elaborate .
    Nothing much to post today either ,
    Tomorrow having training again ,=/
    & Am already having muscle pain on my leg , tsktsk .
    Goodnight to all !


    'Always your baby 9:15:00 PM


    Tuesday, April 17, 2007

    HELLOS PEOPLE !
    School was boring today .
    & the roadrun is damndamn tiring can !
    Ate lots of dark chocolate in class ,given by vivien ! :D
    After school went home ,
    Have a tiff with my mum , she's so fucking unreasonable .
    Went to meet yvonne at sunshine place & got myself a haircut .
    Buy tibits & went home .
    There's english test tmr , tsktsktsk .
    & JOSEPHINE , MUG HARD FOR MID-YEAR!
    (((((((:
    TAKECARES PEOPLE !


    Everything is just so wrong nowadays .


    'Always your baby 7:42:00 PM


    Monday, April 16, 2007

    Back to school again !
    Pe teacher didnt come , so pe was boring !
    After school went home , change and go back to school again for training .
    & its raining cats & dogs while am at the bus-stop waiting for the bus .
    and a kindsoul , stop his car and asked me if i wanted a lift ,
    Lolx , i rejected his offer , but its nice of that stranger ! :D
    Training starts at 4pm , & we ran 6km and more lahs
    Its sososo tiring !
    & the WAC is going to have another jersey , sponsered by the school !
    Its gonna be a green new balance jersey while the previous 1 is blue .=.=''
    Went into the AVA room , to listen to the choir ,
    Their 3rd song was wonderful ! :D
    JIAYOU to them for their SYF tmr ! ((((:
    & went home after that , i gonna mug hard for my mid-year !
    BYES & TAKECARES ! :D
    WAVES**


    'Always your baby 7:05:00 PM


    Sunday, April 15, 2007

    PICTURES ON SATURDAY ! (:







    'Always your baby 9:50:00 PM



    Posting for saturday & today ! :D
    Red lion won ! 2-0 ! (((:
    At last we all got our jersey ,
    Meet kahhao and huixin for a while after the match ,
    & went home with yvonne , meet josephine at around 11plus ,
    for studying , we are good girls ! :D
    & we wear the same jersey , cynthia joined us later .
    & we went to the library to study & gossip , LOLx .
    Josephine also try to act guai . =X
    Later , yitian ,jinglin & jingjia came ,all wearing the same jersey .
    & choonseng called and ask us to go for the bbq ,
    So in the end decided to go ,went home put my stuff & come out again .
    & things happen , so jo ,me & cynthia alighted at raffles ,
    Jo & me accompany cynthia to wait for the train to meet choonseng ,
    & we both went jp to meet wengkheun & frens .
    & only wengkheun have dinner with us , after that plan to go esplanade
    but ended up we went to vivo city , walk & window shop around ,
    & went home at around 9plus .
    SUNDAY
    Early in the morning wake up , so tired can !
    Morning-call my dumb , but he didnt wake up anyway . =X
    Meet josephine at around 12+ , as usual she's late .
    Have lunch at kfc , went library study !
    Cynthia & lulu so slow lahs , from 2 plus say want come , den haben come ,
    After that raining le , dey cant come over .
    & wengkheun came over to the library at 3plus ,
    & its so sad that greg didnt come .=/
    Around4.15pm , went over to jp , meet cynthia &lulu ,
    & brought tickets for the movie''wild hogs''
    Its a really funny show ,LOLx
    after the show which ends at 6.30pm , cynthia ,lulu & josephine
    Went off to study , while wengkheun & me went off .
    Meet my parents at lot 1 for dinner , but didnt really eat anything .-.-''
    & home sweet home .
    Gonna have training at 4pm tmr ! (:
    I gonna sleep early tonight .
    I'm sosososo tired ! =/
    Good night people !


    'Always your baby 9:35:00 PM


    Friday, April 13, 2007

    HELLOS PEOPLE !
    Today is Friday the 13th !
    Early in the morning , got piss off by mr ong !
    He's so troublesome can !
    Den during mt , we discuss about friday the 13 & blahblahblahs .
    & have maths and social studies lesson .
    den recess , josephine ,fengying & me went off to the cafeteria ,
    While yvonne go find nicolebelle ,
    & she came finding me anxiously at the cafeteria ,
    Den she asked '' where's your phone ?''
    I replied'' In my pocket lahs ,why ? ''
    Yvonne's reply : '' i lost my fone''
    She's dumb enough to leave her phone in her bag , when she go to the toliet .
    & when she came back , she realised her fone lost .
    SHALL CURSE THAT CULPRIT CONSTIPATION FOR LIFE , BU DE HAO SI &
    KANNA BANG WHEN CROSSING THE ROAD EVEN IF ITS GREEN MAN !
    & yvonne cheer up yeas ! :D
    History test was cancelled , because , the question we have done it before !
    & thanks MITU for explaining the whole chapter 5.1 to me ! :D
    WAC training starts on next monday ! (:
    After school , went back to classroom to meet yvonne ,
    & we cab home together with another boy ( dunno how to spell his name)
    At home watch , wei xiao pasta , & went out at around to 2.45 to meet kennard .
    & he's late can !! =X
    BLAHBLAHBLAHS
    Went westmall KFC for lunch , i so long no eat KFC le !
    Den window-shopped around , looking for skipping rope !
    & he send me home & pangseh me lahs ! =(
    thats all ,BYES !
    Going back to school in the morning tmr , for soccer match .
    JIAYOU RED LION ! :DDDD


    'Always your baby 8:05:00 PM


    Thursday, April 12, 2007

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIXIN ! <3
    ((((((((((((((((((:

    English lessons are really fun !
    Tomorrow is fridayyyy ! (:
    Have ss test today , gonna have history test tmr ,
    Gonna flung it . =/
    Nothing to blog today , BYE!
    WAVES HAND* !!!


    'Always your baby 4:05:00 AM


    Wednesday, April 11, 2007

    :DDDDD
    Have english test today .
    Nothing much to blog ,
    Josephine go meet her mum & i went home after school , so sian lahs .
    tsktsktsk ,
    & now i dunno wad i want to do , ahhas .
    BYES !
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICOLEBELLE ! (:
    Okays , shall contiune blogging for the late evening ,
    Louise came over to my house & we studied socialstudies ,
    Having test tmr ! (:
    Den josephine so slow lahs , reach my house at 6+ . LOLx
    After dinner , we study again , from 8 to 8.45 , and dey both went back home .
    & josephine only studied for 45 mins ! -.-'' .
    TAKECARES PEOPLE !
    Boy , get well soon ! (:










    'Always your baby 9:20:00 PM


    Tuesday, April 10, 2007

    School is so mundane , & for some reasons am so tired today .
    Have rev-up , i finshed the run ! (:
    & was sweating , den i realise my shoe have become black and wet at the back ,
    tsktsktsk , i must have step into some puddles of water .
    Have maths lesson at computer lab , follow by physics , POA .
    After recess , the 3rd recess group which my class is involved , have to go to the parade square
    to assembly again ,& the sun is hot can ! wasted around 20 mins of chemistry lesson .
    All thanks to yvonne , mr tan , say that yvonne & me have been talking during his whole 1 hr lesson , LOLx , & he said that yvonne is deaf , hahas . =X
    Have social-studies & went home ,
    I failed my Social studies test , 7/25 . boohoox ! =(


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    'Always your baby 6:00:00 PM


    Monday, April 09, 2007

    School today !
    I am hyper lahs with yvonne and josephine ,
    & we come up with a saving money plan . LOLx . :DDD
    Have 2 mt test today & i got back 1 already , i failed :(
    First time fail mt lahs , tsktsktsk , gonna study harder .
    After school , eat lunch , jiu went home le ,
    My life is so mundane now . :/
    &&& i'm going to do homework later ,
    i gonna forget everything that is troubling me & concentrate on my studies (:
    I dont want to fail my N level over pathetic stuffs .
    Shall end , BYES ! (:
    TAG MY BOARD PEOPLE .

    Its have been 1week & 5 days since i meet him up ,
    & i wont cry over pathetic stuffs anymore , i shall be strong :D

    & i wanna go back into workworkwork .
    I miss my blackrose ring !
    HUIXIN , I WANT IT BACK THIS THURSDAY ! =)
    & LAST OF ALL , AH KHEUN ASKED ME TO STAY STRONG ! (:


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    'Always your baby 5:25:00 PM


    Sunday, April 08, 2007

    Pictures on sunday !


    EDITED BY JOSEPHINE .




    EDITED BY JOSEPHINE !



    'Always your baby 11:16:00 PM



    PICTURES ON SATURDAY ! (:



    WE ARE SWEET RIGHT ! :D


    Our favourtie ice-cream !



    'Always your baby 10:50:00 PM



    PICTURES ON FRIDAY , 6TH APRIL .

    GOH PEI ZONG

    HUIXIN , XINHUI , MANJING

    Me & sherna








    'Always your baby 7:21:00 AM